Mood of a Person

Hmmm dunno why everytime when i dream of some1..she or he will be few year back younger..nv dream of him or her in actual time..Last nite i msg some1 abt something..then following dat i dream of her aleady..but very very very weird..i dream of her not as wat she working now..but dream of her selling thing at Takashimaya..and her appearance look so young wif her baby fats on her cheek..in the whole dream i like the 1st part..as we are very close to 1 another..but after dat..the friendship between she and i get apart..very Far apart..wonder wat’s this mean..and in the dream..i like letting go of this friendship since she dun care and bother anymore and dat’s really very funny due to like giving me a hint abt wat happening in this time now..dunno any1 of u had this type of feeling also..where u dream of some1..she is in her or his younger age..hmmm well..been a friend is very weird..like wat others say girl and boy will hardly to become close friend..as the guy will always though of another way like hope this girl in friend of his can be his gf after some time had pass..i Admit dat in the 1st place..BUT..once u notice u and her the living style is not the same..Why still put urself in the deep pool of water and let u sink into it le..When u love some1 dat dun find u annoying or watever..then maybe this girl or guy had interested in u..but another way round..if wat u did..concern her,love her and even losaw this and dat..if she find u VERY LOSAW..then pls..wake up..u r just a common friend in her list..in her friendster acc..in her facebook..nothing much will pop out from this relationship..so it’s better to let go of the thinking of getting her as ur gf..( i Did so when i was told we can be friends onli dat’s at the 1st place since few month ago )ANyway..life is really short..Work hard..SCrew Hard then..Bye…

hmmm..like wat many people will say..wat a guy wan and looking for and wat a girl wan for their relationship..Guys is always the weird species..Why?they normally will look for pretty Girl in their 1st impression..No matter wat the girl is in their behaviour..if they are pretty..They Score HIGH!!Recently..i get to know a few girls dat is Pretty..ya God damn Pretty babes..Girls are like Fruits..Sour like lemon…Sweet like apply..smelly like durians..But no matter wat they are..there is always another person in this world dat will be their parnter..And even if ur behavious is Bad..fark here and there..If u r Pretty..Mostly guys will think that the way u speak is Funny someway..and will surely find ways to accept who u r..where u from..they may come from all sort of family background..but 1 thing is..Pretty nv last Forever..so most important is interior beauty..But interior beauty had to search for long term..u nv know a girl or guy when u just get to know him or her for just a couple of month..It’s take time..Yeah..lots of Time..For me..i concern and care for my friends..esp when u r Girls..i admit that..Haha..but most of the time over limit dat..dunno why..And for girls..if they got 10% feeling abt u..when u concern abt them..they feel Loved..btu when they dun had feeling for u..u r just simplily made them annoying and u r just like a Fly in their eyes..and they will just say ‘你很烦’

Recently..some1 had just say dat 3 letter word to me when i just clearly care abt wat this friend is doin..I get HURT..Yeah..damn HURT when they tell u this..i had avoid this friend of mine due to wat this friend had say to me..Dun dare to Msg..Dun dare to call..Dun dare to on my msn to online Mode..Dun dare to talk cock wif this friend..really..when u really wan to tell a friend they are 烦..think it again for wat we did..It Cut deep like a sword through our soul

For the 1st time..i getting Sick of my life..nearly 30 year old yet still wander ard..Dunno wat my future will like..No gf..no money..no this no that..Maybe if there is another life when we die..i will be more happy in another life..

HI every1..long time no write a blog after something happen at last post that i write..So i decide NOt to write abt Living HUman..think i will start to write abt Ghoosstt Story..as i got tons related to this topic..so Stay Tuned..WoooOWoooo