Archive for May, 2008

JUST BE ALONE

Saturday, May 31st, 2008

JUST WAN TO BE ALONE…

DReam..

Thursday, May 22nd, 2008

Hmmm..been a long time since i dream of K..this time round..lots of the friends i know do appear at my dream..as maybe because it’s K birthday..in the dream i notice dat K stick wif me where ever i go to and more weird is she let me hold her hands..and i even told her dat her hand is the onli hands dat i will not let go if she let me hold them on..Weird rite..a ladys dat had No time to meet u for a year plus even msg or Phone call also nv call you..Yet u can dream of her..no wonder those in coma hardly wake up..maybe because in their dream land..dream is better than real life ba..

Life had been busy for me..since dat day noami patch back wif her bf..she had also M.I.A aleady..not goin to msg her as she say so..So wait till she awake ba..2 totally cannot click person been together is a weird thing to see..even though she may had time to see my blog ( no1 see lol )but that will be centries when she discover this blog lol..

Today is friday..Finally Friday..gary chio to go yishun dam..mostly will go ba…as start to feel Boring at home sometime at home aleady..SO nothing to blog abt liao..Byeee

Moody..

Monday, May 19th, 2008

歌名: When You’re Gone | 歌手: Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
when u’re gone,then pieces of my heart i’m missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I’ve never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lay on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I’d do, I’d give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
[Chorus]

Actually feeling quite moody recently..as remember i go a girl chalet?hmmm something bad happen to her at chalet..CNB arrest them to police station and find 2 small packet of K ( drug ) at the birthday girl bag..although it’s not my problem but everytime when i think of that day we was having so much fun at 1st day then 2nd day i still drive her out to buy things..it’s just happen too fast..just like a friend suddenly disappear..quite upset to know that this is happen to her..Worst is her birthday is coming and she had to spend her 21th birthday at lock up..Dun think most of you know how it feel..and i really hope nothing will happen to her..PLs..Pray for her ..or not her future will be ruined…Haiz..Sian..Dun think too much of this liao..made me can’t enjoy..

Missing You..

Saturday, May 17th, 2008

歌名: 虽然我愿意 | 歌手: 伍家辉

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意(心还想着你)
再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

above that song is a very very Nice song from singapore singer..Today meet up wif gary and ah bee at autopoint..gary fix up his defi meter while i acc her and went downstair La Kopi lol..then when we finish our kopi..we come up to BMS..Suddenly we saw gary de damd kit something wrong..It had been Hit and the fellow cannot be find..lucky BMS boss willing to pay for the damage so we wited there from 2pm till 5pm..whua..really boring there..lol..but ok la..nothng to do ma..Today imoan need to go to sentosa for photo shoot..hope she can tahan the HOt and Warm weather today..And for our Bebe…she had been MIA since the 2nd day from her chalet..wonder everything ok or not..below is the photo we take together wif birthday girl Bebe..  Foto

…任意门

Thursday, May 15th, 2008

歌名: 任意门 | 歌手: 杨丞琳

好闷 结冰的苹果
用力啃不动
怎么才刚觉得热
突然又台风
好的占为己有
坏的一再重播
哪一扇门 可以让我
躲一躲
(溜走)谁把任意门 借给我
(逃走)谁把任意门 借给我
(不要上锁)谁把任意门 借给我
(拜托)谁把任意门 借给我
突然没藉口
什么都不想做
身边想见的人
想讲的话 都没有
口红 觉得太油
浏海 变得太重
不看我 不太我
去去去 做恶梦
怎么了 烦得 常常头痛
我作梦作梦 可以脱离 这宇宙
关上门没有人 找得到我
逃到非洲 逃到月球 躲一躲
好闷 结冰的苹果
用力啃不动
怎么才刚觉得热
突然又台风
好的占为己有
坏的一再重播
哪一扇门 可以让我躲一躲
(溜走)谁把任意门 借给我
(逃走)谁把任意门 借给我
(不要上锁)谁把任意门 借给我
(拜托)谁把任意门 借给我
人长大后 什么都要戳破
明明不太好受 偏偏还想长寿
恋爱行尸走肉 害怕分手 牵着手
工作越来越多 越来越重 才成功
明明冬天的水果 夏天居然有
自然不自然 顾不了太多
天空破一个洞 身上不断穿孔
花越开越红 越活越久 新品种
谁把任意门 借给我
谁把任意门 借给我
谁把任意门 借给我
谁把任意门 借给我
结冰的苹果
用力啃不动
才刚觉得热
突然又台风
好的占为己有
坏的一再重播
哪一扇门 可以让我
躲一躲
(溜走)谁把任意门 借给我
(逃走)谁把任意门 借给我
(不要上锁)谁把任意门 借给我
(拜托)谁把任意门 借给我
(溜走)谁把任意门 借给我
(逃走)谁把任意门 借给我
(不要上锁)谁把任意门 借给我
(拜托)谁把任意门 借给我
谁把任意门 借给我
谁把任意门 借给我
谁把任意门 借给我
谁把任意门 借给我

yesterday nite..went to nicole bebe de chalet..get to know some friends there..And we play lots of game dat i hardly pay last time..Was Fun as u can see a drunk person funny act lol..but we manage to play until 4am+ at that time..all was down..even nicole was so tired dat even if u move her ard..she still sleeping..lol..but over all it’s quite fun la lol…

B.L.O.G 4

Monday, May 12th, 2008

一个人走无聊的路口
我还在做梦以为你会喜欢我
我的希望落空而香烟不离手
抽到我心很痛
两个人走我恨这路口
你说不爱我放我在夜里难过
连再见也不说而眼泪没停过
哭到我鼻涕流
爱情就是黑洞扭曲我所有
我想要爱你却迷失了我自己
真的分不出来给的是不是真爱
游戏我玩不起来
我不想走去你妈的路口
破碎的痴梦丢到马桶让水流
本人依然没救而香烟没停过
抽到我心很痛
深陷沼泥之中没有人救我
手机上都是你曾经留的讯息
你眼神的不耐有如利刃飞过来
瞬间我终於明白
不在为你心痛

B.L.O.G 3

Sunday, May 11th, 2008

歌名: 爱到最后一秒也不委屈 | 歌手: 曹格

看来我遇到了个劲敌 爱情也碰到了新危机
当你眼光中出现了 从来都没有过 欲言又止歉意
为难是三个人的习题 爱情怎能对价成友情
成全不是我的主题 却又无路可去 如何能停止爱你
你说再见的表情 怎能带着怜悯
如此结局 唯一原因 只因为我爱你
爱到最后一秒也不委曲 男人的心情
比起后悔三人都败 我起码够慷慨
痛到最后一秒也不委曲 因为我爱你
一边爱情 一边友情 我都曾经尽力
看来我遇到了个劲敌 爱情也碰到了新危机
当你眼光中出现了 从来都没有过 欲言又止歉意
为难是三个人的习题 爱情怎能对价成友情
成全不是我的主题 却又无路可去 如何能停止爱你
你说再见的表情 怎能带着怜悯
如此结局 唯一原因 只因为我爱你
爱到最后一秒也不委曲 男人的心情
比起后悔三人都败 我起码够慷慨
痛到最后一秒也不委曲 因为我爱你
一边爱情 一边友情 我都曾经尽力
我练习祝福你 先练习原谅他
闭上眼睛 世界下起雨
最后一秒也不委曲 男人的心情
比起后悔三人都败 我起码够慷慨
痛到最后一秒也不委曲 因为我爱你
一边爱情 一边友情 我都曾经尽力
我不后悔 我不后悔
我起码够慷慨
一边爱情 一边友情 我都曾经尽力
我都曾经尽力

Message:
just wishes to find out hw gals really feel? and write me ur comment is u do take a few mins to think and pls advise me~
Hw do u define love?
If ur bf lies to u again and again when u love him whole heartly, 1 day when u r really been dump by the guy due to he still miss his ex..after a period of time..he is back and was since like HE FINALLY CHANGED but he will still remember his ex in his mind Although u love him dat much dat time u give him his final shot..
You know u love him v much, but nw u r starting to feel afraid, partly becos of his lies, another main reason is becos he broke ,dun have the money, fiancal support to marry u or should i say in a way u always dream of~ a grand wedding~will u forsake the grand wedding and marry to this guy??
IS the following question true? If a gal truely love a guy, even if he is as poor as a begger, u will not leave him or mainly because he is rich and can be given another chance to be wif u?Or rather to say..the girl is famous now due to some Magazine and the guy just wan to be proud of his gf so choose to be wif her again?? P:S this does not mean to ny1 i know..but just a curious question i had these days..

Messy Mind

Saturday, May 10th, 2008

歌名: 不屑纪念 | 歌手: 吴克群 

十月十八我生日这一天
蜡烛熄灭后浮现你的脸
你说祝我生日快乐
但还有话挂在嘴边
你说你身边多了一个他
之后伤人的话你不想讲
你说你会怀念或纪念
谢谢你我该说声感谢
我不屑纪念这一天我们分别
我不屑怀念你的嘴喊着抱歉
我后来发现你的侧脸
只是我脑子里面的一点残缺
一点残缺
但还有话你挂在嘴边
我不屑怀念你的脸欲止又言
忘了说抱歉的是我才对

Just back from tunning my car…change project Miu brake pad..but dun feel different..lol..recently notice dat i like to drive Fast..and into a mind set that wan to Lup this Lup dat..Maybe driving slow is boring to me now..since i’m single..no risk lo..lol..yesterday some Miss N blog..happy dat her ex had go back to her..although dat’s wat she think ba..she love her ex alot..Real lots till she remain single even for him..and can’t believe dat got guys will reject her to be his gf..but got a thing i realy cannot accept..not dat she love her ex and i totally no chance….LOVE A GIRL IS HOPE DAT SHE WILL HAD HER HAPPINESS EVEN IT’S NOT WIF U..

the thing i dun like is..how come a guy can think of his ex when goin to had a relatinship wif another girl..worst is the girl know this is goin to happen but dun mind at all..dat’s mean in the guy mind..this girl is onli a spare tyres..I HATE GUYS LIKE THIS..Or rather when break off liao..still ask his gf to return watever he buy for her..it’s a disgust act of a GUy..Hopefully my This Miss N can had her happiness this time..and not been dump by her ex again..May ur guardian Angel look after u this time round..and prevent u from fallen to Hell again k…Wish u 100% happiness this time..if u need a shoulder..Just find me..i willing to be ur harbour..

Notice dat when i listen to those song dat sound Sad..i can write really long blog..but my mind is in a Mood swing mood then..Ahhhh..really lo..love a person must really let go when the times is not rite..NO POINT FORCE URSELF TO IT..in the end..wasted both of the time..tomolo will type another song for u to see..rite now got to perpare myself to go to Joe wedding dinner liao…tired rite now..

Tired..

Wednesday, May 7th, 2008

TIRED!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Missing You..

Tuesday, May 6th, 2008
Normally..how u know u like a person?isit get jealous when she or he been messy up wif another girl/boy in friend?Hmmm..17 point of view to check whether u are interested wif him/her or not..check it out Below..
SEVENTEEN:

You look at their profile constantly.

SIXTEEN:

When you’re on the phone with them late

at night and they hang up, you still

miss them even when it was just two

minutes ago.

FIFTEEN:

You read their Texts and Ims Over and

over again.

FOURTEEN:

You walk really slow when you’re with

them.

THIRTEEN:

You feel shy whenever they’re around.

ELEVEN:

When you think about them, your heart

beats faster but slower at the same

time.

TEN:

You smile when you hear their voice.

NINE:

he/she will be the only one in ur eyes.

EIGHT:

You start listening to slow songs while

thinking about them.

SEVEN:

They’re all you think about.

SIX:

You get high just from their scent.

FIVE:

You realize you’re always smiling when

you’re looking at them.

FOUR:

You would do anything for them!

THREE:

While reading this, there was one

person

on your mind this whole time.

TWO:

You were so busy thinking about that

person, you didnt notice number twelve

was missing

ONE:

You just scrolled up to check & are now

silently laughing at yourself.

For me..some point is true..But..that’s not teh main point i goin to blog today..Actually today i done something meaningful..wat i did??I was on my way to work..and on the road side i notice a Cat trying to cross a Heavy Traffic..So Know wat i did…I stop my car at the side..get down my car..go and catch the cat on the road side and bring it to a safty place..And wta in return for me??Injure my left leg when i was crossing the road..fall into the drain..Haha..So stupid of me rite…LOL…now still quite painful..as it bleed..
Just wonder will any1 do the same like me to save a cat dat actually Scratch ur hand when u carry it to cross the road??Today..while working…i keep thinking abt 1 question…Why there was rich and poor status among us..wat do i mean by rich and wat i mean by poor…hmmm..i come from a family dat been bankrupt b4..but had overcome it now..opening a small chinese medicine shop..Need not to think abt Place to live and rice to eat..I’m i consider rich or poor?But today those people working under me..got few of them..really sad thing dat they are in now..mostly married but everyday got to worry abt their day goes by..as they hardly got money to buy themself anything or even Food also a Problem for them…dat’s make me think why i can afford my car stuff dat i spend on my car…ard 13k total..but Do i really need those?For girls..Do they really need so many branded Bag??sometime..u think over it…Money is quite hard to earn it..Why we still like to buy those things that is not needed..yes..girl like bag and Blink stuff..but those money they spend onto the bag…it’s really can made a Poor fmily situation become good..how many pack of rice they can buy..So i think life is not even at all…Hmmm…Hopefully there are really no poor people beside me..As all must be bless by Heaven…Naomi..are u reading my blog?beside sha..Hope dat i can by ur side WHENEVER U NEED ME K…Look ard ur side..I’m sure ard when u need me..
我看不開 也放不開 因為我曾見過愛情真的盛開
我要等待 一直等待 等那一個夜晚從回憶回來
當你擁抱著我 那一瞬間 我像飛到空中
而當我緩緩降落 我不再是我 我有了夢 我在夢中
愛來過 來得那麼美 那麼凶 歡呼著 從我生命狠狠輾過
連遺憾 也都不爭氣的 珍惜成笑容 OhYeah
愛來過 讓我完整過 幸福過 怎麼能 輕易就放他走
我不想解脫 我祇怕錯過 我就是要等你回來愛我
寂寞喧嘩 我不害怕 因為我只聽得見對你的牽掛
世界很大 會容得下 我这小小傻傻顽固的信仰
你有沒有過承諾 我已忘了 那已不重要了
反正我都會守候 在夢中守候 我最唯一最美的夢
如果需要動用奇蹟來交换回忆 就讓淚蒸發 下成雪花
和我一起在愛中被融化