Sooo long nv write a blog..feeling totally dunno wat to write..my last blog i know is abt a year pass..where dat tiem my eldest brother had pass away..Stress..Really Stress as got to act as a joker at home to cheers my parents up..even though i was sick..i also try to wear a smiling face in front of them as scare they anyhow think..just like today i haven a dizzy brain to write this log..yesterday my dad was so scare i will just sleep and sleep and PAss away just like dat..but if really like dat i also had no choice..but i know i will not go just like dat…too much things for me to do and haven do..
recently nothing much happen..except for my birthdya had just pass..few of my friends do remember dat..as i nv celebrate it since few years back…28years old this year…old liao..so wat for dat need to celebrate..during Chinese new year time went up to genting..1st time at genting..there was Farking cold up there..no need Air con as the cool breeze is enough..mum enjoying herself up there but…dad was suffering throughout the stay at genting..due to his heath problem..he can’t walk too far..and got to rest whenever he is tired..then i went casino wif my cousin..i win almost RM 2k from Jackpot lol..so i use it "wisely" lo lol..
Actually..use blog to express wat i am thinking in my mind is a good thing..as can’t really find any1 to talk to..like last year got some of my ex friends say wil stick together and comfort me whenever i need help..but..in the end we ended our friendship..it’s ok..every1 got the rite to choose their "close" friend in their life..so i also got to choose myself..maybe it just fate that they and i cannot be fated to last a friendship ba..like wat other say..when u lose something..there sure be something new coming to ur way..And i do know a Show girl from nicole friend..quite a cute little girl..but really dunno her much..she taking part at FHM girl next door for 2008..so if got extra 20cents..vote her ba..ok..time to stop now..as head very blur liao,Hopefully…everything will be Fine..and get a Gf soon LOL