Mood of a Person

Hmmm dunno why everytime when i dream of some1..she or he will be few year back younger..nv dream of him or her in actual time..Last nite i msg some1 abt something..then following dat i dream of her aleady..but very very very weird..i dream of her not as wat she working now..but dream of her selling thing at Takashimaya..and her appearance look so young wif her baby fats on her cheek..in the whole dream i like the 1st part..as we are very close to 1 another..but after dat..the friendship between she and i get apart..very Far apart..wonder wat’s this mean..and in the dream..i like letting go of this friendship since she dun care and bother anymore and dat’s really very funny due to like giving me a hint abt wat happening in this time now..dunno any1 of u had this type of feeling also..where u dream of some1..she is in her or his younger age..hmmm well..been a friend is very weird..like wat others say girl and boy will hardly to become close friend..as the guy will always though of another way like hope this girl in friend of his can be his gf after some time had pass..i Admit dat in the 1st place..BUT..once u notice u and her the living style is not the same..Why still put urself in the deep pool of water and let u sink into it le..When u love some1 dat dun find u annoying or watever..then maybe this girl or guy had interested in u..but another way round..if wat u did..concern her,love her and even losaw this and dat..if she find u VERY LOSAW..then pls..wake up..u r just a common friend in her list..in her friendster acc..in her facebook..nothing much will pop out from this relationship..so it’s better to let go of the thinking of getting her as ur gf..( i Did so when i was told we can be friends onli dat’s at the 1st place since few month ago )ANyway..life is really short..Work hard..SCrew Hard then..Bye…

hmmm..like wat many people will say..wat a guy wan and looking for and wat a girl wan for their relationship..Guys is always the weird species..Why?they normally will look for pretty Girl in their 1st impression..No matter wat the girl is in their behaviour..if they are pretty..They Score HIGH!!Recently..i get to know a few girls dat is Pretty..ya God damn Pretty babes..Girls are like Fruits..Sour like lemon…Sweet like apply..smelly like durians..But no matter wat they are..there is always another person in this world dat will be their parnter..And even if ur behavious is Bad..fark here and there..If u r Pretty..Mostly guys will think that the way u speak is Funny someway..and will surely find ways to accept who u r..where u from..they may come from all sort of family background..but 1 thing is..Pretty nv last Forever..so most important is interior beauty..But interior beauty had to search for long term..u nv know a girl or guy when u just get to know him or her for just a couple of month..It’s take time..Yeah..lots of Time..For me..i concern and care for my friends..esp when u r Girls..i admit that..Haha..but most of the time over limit dat..dunno why..And for girls..if they got 10% feeling abt u..when u concern abt them..they feel Loved..btu when they dun had feeling for u..u r just simplily made them annoying and u r just like a Fly in their eyes..and they will just say ‘你很烦’

Recently..some1 had just say dat 3 letter word to me when i just clearly care abt wat this friend is doin..I get HURT..Yeah..damn HURT when they tell u this..i had avoid this friend of mine due to wat this friend had say to me..Dun dare to Msg..Dun dare to call..Dun dare to on my msn to online Mode..Dun dare to talk cock wif this friend..really..when u really wan to tell a friend they are 烦..think it again for wat we did..It Cut deep like a sword through our soul

For the 1st time..i getting Sick of my life..nearly 30 year old yet still wander ard..Dunno wat my future will like..No gf..no money..no this no that..Maybe if there is another life when we die..i will be more happy in another life..

HI every1..long time no write a blog after something happen at last post that i write..So i decide NOt to write abt Living HUman..think i will start to write abt Ghoosstt Story..as i got tons related to this topic..so Stay Tuned..WoooOWoooo

Olivia Ong
⊙星洲美女延续拉丁情怀
现年20岁，来自新加坡的OLIVIA，全名Olivia Ong，本来由一位在新加坡无名的小女生，变成了乐迷备受赞赏的女歌手。

2004年11月，日本埼玉县stadium内举行了世界杯亚洲区选拔赛，当时比赛是日本对新加坡，赛前Olivia就是在6万名观众之下清唱了新加坡国歌，当时19岁的她以充满魅力的歌声令众人一听难忘，掌声如雷。其后听过她演唱的人更专程往CD店询问她推出的CD，那时她只拥有一张刚发行的流行曲专辑“ Precious Stone”，亦是她的首张个人大碟。

全碟以英文歌为主，充满了电子风格、跳舞节奏(Dance Pop)的一张专辑。虽然演绎跳舞作品，但是她的声音依然使人着迷。

翌年(2005年) 3月，她终于遇上了巴沙诺瓦(Bossa nova)，应监制提议，以OLIVIA名义推出了“ a girl meets bossanova”。整张“ a girl meets bossanova”专辑中，OLIVIA用Bossa nova的节奏编排，翻唱了8首英文名曲，其中有为人熟悉的“fly me to the moon”、“My Favorite Things”(来自Sound Of Music”)和“The Girl From Ipanema”(Asturd Gilberto)。轻柔编曲配上温和的声线，深得日本、新加坡等地乐迷热烈好评，她的人气度继而渐渐上升中。

今年年初香港HMD才推荐此专辑，记得当时经过jazz&classical的区域，看见了这张专辑，那是一张日版CD，起初看封面，以为OLIVIA是一位很有型格的日本女生，再者她是唱bossa nova的？！好奇心驱使下决定试听，原来这位日本女生的声音相当悦耳，跟小野丽莎淳厚的声底很不同，OLIVIA的演绎，令这种节奏的音乐加添了许多少女的味道。

早前OLIVIA推出了“ a girl meets bossanova 2 ”，兴bossa nova再续情缘；与此同时，于本月9日推出了流行曲专辑“Tamarillo”，跟上张“ Precious Stone”同样地走跳舞节奏路线。 

歌词：
Sweet Memories
作詞：松本隆 作曲ヽ編曲：大村雅朗

懷かしい痛み
だわ
ずっと前に忘れていた
でもあなたをみたとき
時間だけ
後戾りしたの
しあわせと聞かないで
うそつくのは上手じゃない
友達ならいるけど
あんなには
燃え上がれなくて
失った夢だけが
美しく見えるのは何故かしら
過ぎ去った優しさも今は
甘い記憶Sweet Memories

Don`t kiss me baby
We can never be
So don`t add more pain
Please don`t hurt me again
I have spend so many nights
Thinking of you
longing for your touch
I have once loved you so much
あのころは若すぎて
惡戲に傷つけあったふたり
色あせた悲しみも今は
遠い記憶 Sweet Memories
失った夢だけが
美しく見えるのは何故かしら
過ぎ去った優しさも今は
甘い記憶Sweet Memories

recently had been listen to this singapore singer songs..very smooth and nice to hear it when u feeling mody…Oo..how i know this singer..1 day when i was sick i was ask to find mp3 for "Kitty"..and   told me abt this singer..and she wan the songs from this singer..so i go webby find..then after sending her song from this singer..i notice this singer voice very soft..she can sing watever songs..no matter is japanese,english or chinese..so in the crazy mind i had..i went to the cd shop..buy all her cd..include 1 extra CD for that "Kitty"..as that some1 onli got 2 cd of this singer..so quite nice to hear..Really…i give her 9/10..no harm buying her cd in future..lol..

JUST WAN TO BE ALONE WIF MY DAD..

some say love
it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
some say love
it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed
some say love
it is a hunger
an endless aching need
i say love
it is a flower
and you it’s only seed
it’s the heart
afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
it’s the dream
afraid of walking
that never takes the chance
it’s the one
who won’t be taken
who can’t seem to give
and the soul
afraid of dying
that never learns to live
when the night
has been too lonely
and the road
has been too long
and you think
that love is only
for the lucky
and the strong
just remember
in the winter
for beneath the bitter snow
lies the seed
that with the sun’s love
in the spring
becomes the rose 

JUST WAN TO BE ALONE…

Hmmm..been a long time since i dream of K..this time round..lots of the friends i know do appear at my dream..as maybe because it’s K birthday..in the dream i notice dat K stick wif me where ever i go to and more weird is she let me hold her hands..and i even told her dat her hand is the onli hands dat i will not let go if she let me hold them on..Weird rite..a ladys dat had No time to meet u for a year plus even msg or Phone call also nv call you..Yet u can dream of her..no wonder those in coma hardly wake up..maybe because in their dream land..dream is better than real life ba..

Life had been busy for me..since dat day noami patch back wif her bf..she had also M.I.A aleady..not goin to msg her as she say so..So wait till she awake ba..2 totally cannot click person been together is a weird thing to see..even though she may had time to see my blog ( no1 see lol )but that will be centries when she discover this blog lol..

Today is friday..Finally Friday..gary chio to go yishun dam..mostly will go ba…as start to feel Boring at home sometime at home aleady..SO nothing to blog abt liao..Byeee

歌名: When You’re Gone | 歌手: Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
when u’re gone,then pieces of my heart i’m missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I’ve never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lay on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I’d do, I’d give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
[Chorus]

Actually feeling quite moody recently..as remember i go a girl chalet?hmmm something bad happen to her at chalet..CNB arrest them to police station and find 2 small packet of K ( drug ) at the birthday girl bag..although it’s not my problem but everytime when i think of that day we was having so much fun at 1st day then 2nd day i still drive her out to buy things..it’s just happen too fast..just like a friend suddenly disappear..quite upset to know that this is happen to her..Worst is her birthday is coming and she had to spend her 21th birthday at lock up..Dun think most of you know how it feel..and i really hope nothing will happen to her..PLs..Pray for her ..or not her future will be ruined…Haiz..Sian..Dun think too much of this liao..made me can’t enjoy..

歌名: 虽然我愿意 | 歌手: 伍家辉

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意(心还想着你)
再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

above that song is a very very Nice song from singapore singer..Today meet up wif gary and ah bee at autopoint..gary fix up his defi meter while i acc her and went downstair La Kopi lol..then when we finish our kopi..we come up to BMS..Suddenly we saw gary de damd kit something wrong..It had been Hit and the fellow cannot be find..lucky BMS boss willing to pay for the damage so we wited there from 2pm till 5pm..whua..really boring there..lol..but ok la..nothng to do ma..Today imoan need to go to sentosa for photo shoot..hope she can tahan the HOt and Warm weather today..And for our Bebe…she had been MIA since the 2nd day from her chalet..wonder everything ok or not..below is the photo we take together wif birthday girl Bebe.. 

歌名: 任意门 | 歌手: 杨丞琳

好闷 结冰的苹果
用力啃不动
怎么才刚觉得热
突然又台风
好的占为己有
坏的一再重播
哪一扇门 可以让我
躲一躲
(溜走)谁把任意门 借给我
(逃走)谁把任意门 借给我
(不要上锁)谁把任意门 借给我
(拜托)谁把任意门 借给我
突然没藉口
什么都不想做
身边想见的人
想讲的话 都没有
口红 觉得太油
浏海 变得太重
不看我 不太我
去去去 做恶梦
怎么了 烦得 常常头痛
我作梦作梦 可以脱离 这宇宙
关上门没有人 找得到我
逃到非洲 逃到月球 躲一躲
好闷 结冰的苹果
用力啃不动
怎么才刚觉得热
突然又台风
好的占为己有
坏的一再重播
哪一扇门 可以让我躲一躲
（溜走)谁把任意门 借给我
(逃走)谁把任意门 借给我
(不要上锁)谁把任意门 借给我
(拜托)谁把任意门 借给我
人长大后 什么都要戳破
明明不太好受 偏偏还想长寿
恋爱行尸走肉 害怕分手 牵着手
工作越来越多 越来越重 才成功
明明冬天的水果 夏天居然有
自然不自然 顾不了太多
天空破一个洞 身上不断穿孔
花越开越红 越活越久 新品种
谁把任意门 借给我
谁把任意门 借给我
谁把任意门 借给我
谁把任意门 借给我
结冰的苹果
用力啃不动
才刚觉得热
突然又台风
好的占为己有
坏的一再重播
哪一扇门 可以让我
躲一躲
(溜走)谁把任意门 借给我
(逃走)谁把任意门 借给我
(不要上锁)谁把任意门 借给我
(拜托)谁把任意门 借给我
(溜走)谁把任意门 借给我
(逃走)谁把任意门 借给我
(不要上锁)谁把任意门 借给我
(拜托)谁把任意门 借给我
谁把任意门 借给我
谁把任意门 借给我
谁把任意门 借给我
谁把任意门 借给我

yesterday nite..went to nicole bebe de chalet..get to know some friends there..And we play lots of game dat i hardly pay last time..Was Fun as u can see a drunk person funny act lol..but we manage to play until 4am+ at that time..all was down..even nicole was so tired dat even if u move her ard..she still sleeping..lol..but over all it’s quite fun la lol…